Finally came to a decision...
I've finally made a decision between China and Japan. I choose China. I've taken de advice from my coach and my teacher as they are quite convincing.Tat means i cant go Japan and play in de coming under 16 competition.I've train so hard partly of tis competition too cause i cant play in de East Zone and Nationals next year. However, look at de bright side. Take tis as de motivation for me to train harder as i'm quite slack ever since becoming a senior to train de sec 1. Nevermind i still got 2 more years in SHSS, i still can play for quite a number of competition...Yes it's true tat i'm only 'quite important' in de team. My role is only to defence at de back court, for de point winning part, I'll use my jump float serve to break thier offence and sometimes to win point straight. Thus, i'm only 'quite important' in de team.Hope they will still win without my little role I've to play, i'll feel very sad if they come very close to de top 4 position but did not win. Hope tat they will get in de top 4 placing...I also wan to go China as tis is de only chance to go overseas with de sch and for de volleyball trip, there is 2 more years. And tis is de only chance for quite a number of things too. For example, tis is de only chance i can go to China as my coach do not really like de place and will not organised trip to China , tis is de only chance to study in other country too, and many many more...But de most improtant thing is to live with de decision i've made, i do not wan to regret or be sad... =)Labels: Decisions- live with it